The Rat Race

I'm all of 22-going-on-23.
Waiting for my final education semester to end,
before I embark on the next long journey -
an even longer journey than my 18 years of education.

It's scary to think about my future.

I am not a good speaker.
I do not know how to network, nor speak the right things that people want to hear.
Sometimes I wish I was popular, the girl everyone wants to be friends with, wants to be associated with.
But, how do I do it?
I lack charisma.
I am lacking in so many things.
And yet the society expects so many things from us, I don't know if I can fulfill it.